It's amazing how much doing therapy makes a person need therapy.
I mean, seriously.
I've only been at this new job for TWO WEEKS and already I want to shoot my head off. Okay, that was a bit dramatic.
No, I'm not really suicidal. I don't have a plan. I don't need to sign a "no harm" contract or be hospitalized.
Not yet anyway.
If the next two weeks are anything like the last two, that may change. Or at least I might have a lot less hair.
Please tell me this is normal and that things will settle down and I won't feel this overwhelmed in the near future.
Nevermind. Don't even bother. I am good at calling bullshit and that most definitely is bullshit.
If anything I'm going to be even more overloaded with insanity in the upcoming weeks... hooray.
Can I just go play with the horses now?
I miss you sis. You crack my face! Guess what it does get better, the learning curve at a new job- esp. a therapy one is really high. 3-5 months from now (and yes you WILL make it) it'll feel a lot better I promise! If it doesn't, quit and make Bret work :P Love you!!
ReplyDeleteI'm hoping KayLee is right on the learning curve thing, cuz I feel you on this.
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